Wednesday, July 25, 2012

And now....the part where I bare my soul

Yes, it's that time again. The part of the show where I get to write about all the intimate fears and hopes I have for studying abroad.


5 Things I'm Looking Forward To:
---Meeting new people
---Speaking Japanese everyday
---New settings
---The challenge of it all
---Traveling
5 Things That Worry Me About Going Overseas
---Not being able to communicate clearly right away
---Homesickness?
---Having to pick a college while I'm away from my family
---Running out of money
---Getting kicked out by my host family (I've heard it happens to the Japanese students)
5 Things I'll Miss
---My family. All of them. There will be tears. 
---Walking around town and sticking my head in all the shops to say hello
---Going to my parent's gigs
---My friends, whether they go to my school or not
---The feeling of home I get when I'm sitting in my room reading and listening to music right
 before the sun sets. 
5 Things I Won't Miss
---My high school (bye!)
---The nagging desire to see the world that I carry; always.
There are very few things I won't miss in some way or another. I'm not bitter about where I am, and I think I'll appreciate everything more once I arrive in Japan.
THE GREATEST CHALLENGE IN JAPAN WILL BE:

I am hilarious in English. How long will it be before I learn the true art of wise-assery in Japanese?

Top 10: Japan

Top 10 Reasons I Am Going Abroad
1. Learn a language in a country where it is spoken. I already know I want to study languages in college. That's a definite. I think that becoming close to fluent in Japanese would not only provide me with a sense of accomplishment, but also make it apparent to others that I'm serious about the non-Indo-European languages thing.

2. See the world (or at least part of it), I just took an hour-long bike-ride and all I saw was corn. It's time to see something interesting, something fresh, something radically different. I need new stimuli. There comes a point in every teenager's life when they have gotten everything out of their school and their hometown that they have to offer. I think I might be there. In the words of Death Cab for Cutie: "If you're feeling like a tourist/In the city you were born in/Then it's time to go."

3. Make connections that last a lifetime. I've been raised to believe that people are resources. They know things you don't. They have seen and experienced things you haven't. They know people you may never be introduced to. If you make a connection with someone, you never know when the skills they possess will come in handy. Or, they might just be a really hilarious friend. 

4. Learn about yourself and gain independence. There are some questions I've been asking myself recently, and I think I need to distance myself from home in order to understand them, let alone answer them. 

5. International Travel is fun and exciting! I'm not very well traveled, to be honest. I mean, I've roadtripped to every state on the east coast, and I've visited/buried family in Puerto Rico, but beyond that, I haven't really done much [traveling]. So when a chance to live in Japan - I'm sorry, I meant LIVE IN JAPAN - is thrown at me, I'm more than eager to take it. 

6. Experience hands-on learning. I was fine with this idea, until I remembered that I will be sitting in a classroom with 20 other Japanese kids listening to someone speak a language I barely know. But hey. By Month 2, I should be doing alright. 

7. Gain perspective on your own country and culture. Everyone knows what Europe thinks of us. Lazy and fat and loud. Don't tell me I'm wrong; a French exchange student to my high school was pleasantly surprised to find we did not brown-bag McDonald's everyday. 

8. Travel/Study-abroad is a life changing experience. Oh, it'll be life-changing alright. This won't be easy. That phrase "it takes a village to raise a child"? It's true in Chestertown. Everyone here is family. And I'm going to miss every single one of them.

9. Resume builder. I'll be up front with you. I'm an average student. A's and B's, and one C, because I had a meltdown sophomore year. [A literal one, mind you]. On paper, I'm not all that different from decent students all across America. However, I will be the first student from my high school to study abroad in a VERY long time. (Actually, I might be the first, but I don't want to give myself that much credit). And since I'm applying to places like Middlebury and Georgetown U, I need all the help I can get. I think Japan might be my ticket in.
10. Programs work with all academic programs. Ha! My adviser already told me I will not be doing this for credit: A). Since I have finished all my other credits, and B). because seriously. Me. Taking a math class that's taught in Japanese. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. My parents said "Hey. Just do your best. We're not telling you that you have to get A's because that most likely will not happen." 

^Just in case you were confused as to why I applied. (~_~;)


 

Thursday, July 19, 2012

東京へ行く〜〜〜〜!!!

Well, after last night's interview, I can look you all in the face and tell you that yes, I am headed to Japan. The interview wasn't bad, but there were a couple of questions I hadn't anticipated. My dad and I sat on my couch, and my mother sat in my chair, constantly fanning herself with a little floor fan and my hand-held one with Totoro on it. (Kind of appropriate, I guess).

At the end of the interview, Liz (on the other end of the phone) told us right then and there that we were in. I realize that instant gratification like that will probably never happen again, but it was nice to get off the phone with a sense of certainty and accomplishment.

Well, I guess that means I actually have to start doing stuff now.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Should I Be Nervous?

My 2 hour phone interview with a rep from Ayusa is scheduled for Wednesday. I hope they don't mistake me for a 6-year old and reject me outright. I've heard my voice on a recording before. It's not good.

Operation: Improve My Japanese has been slowed, but maybe after dinner tonight I'll do some work. My biggest short-term fear is that I will arrive in Japan (fingers crossed) and crumble under the weight of my linguistic incompetence during the first week or two. It's comforting to know that I'm halfway right. Weeks 1 and 2 will be 20 kinds of ridiculous.

2 days until the process is out of my hands.
Come on, Wednesday.